So the time that I have been dreading for the last 6 months is here. I am back at work :(. Thankfully my first day back was not as bad as I had imagined. I was sure I would be crying the entire day. Don't get me wrong it was definitely hard but not too bad. The worst of it was the night before my first day back. I was a wreck. On the up side it was a little nice to have a break and to be out of the house, but I would of course still prefer to be with my babies. It is always hard for me to be away from them, even if I am just running errands quick. So you can imagine how hard it is for me to be away from them until 4:15 every day. Oh well, I should count my blessings that I got 6 months home with them and that I have a good job. I should also count my blessings that they are home with Grant. It is so comforting to know they are in good hands. I just need to suck it up and get through it. I hope it gets easier soon.